Life has been all sorts of messed up for me lately. I don't know what I am going to do, but what I do know is that.
What I do know is that I love the Sims game because it allows me to control life and have things go more the way that I want it to go. But I guess that if life was like that for real, when things do go right, it wouldn't be as special.
I know that life is going this way for a reason and I know that in the end what is meant to be will be, and there is nothing that I can do about it, I just hope that things don't end up negative for me. I'm being cryptic I know but if anyone actually reads this anyways, too bad.
I think that I am going to look into buying a house, if I can get the loan that is. I mean the worst that can happen is that I can't get one. Idk. I just want something nice in my life again, I mean my little brother just got a really nice car, and I just have nothing. The only thing that I have is that I don't live with my parents. I don't know...
I am going to start working on some more art work. Mostly writing I think taking the things that are in my life and using some as inspiration for short stories will be good. Maybe they'll even be good.